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Tuesday, June 08, 2004

my bad, bad habits

i dont have much to say tonight
lets see, whats on my mind...

thanks to my dear friend heather, im hooked on soap operas.. i know, its disgusting.. there used to be a time when i couldnt stand them.. the predictability, the outrageousness, the drama.. i had enough of all that in my own life, i didnt need to watch some bumbling fools on tv to know what it was.. but then darren entered my life.. and as great as that whole thing is, my life has calmed down considerably.. i suppose ive been somewhat domesticated.. no more drama, no more love triangles (as great as they can sometimes be), and no more teenage angst.. ive grown up.. somewhat at least.. so watching all this tragedy unfold on my telly gives that immature and masochistic side of me the drama that it craves.. without all the real life consequences.. i only love one man and he loves me, if i were to have a baby right now i would sure as hell know whose it was, and im pretty sure that no enemies of mine that i presumed to be dead are going to show up on my doorstep with a new identity..

its time to get everything off my chest.. all the other bad habits i have.. who cares if everyone in the world has access to this.. the fact is that out of all those millions of people, only a select few will actually read this, and they're likely to be people that already know many of my bad habits and could care less.. what are friends for? so for the record im stating that im a nose picker.. i mean, not all the time, and certainly not when tissues are readily available.. just when theres no other options but to breathe through my mouth.. this seems to happen most in the car.. which is fine by me, you can just flick the little boogers right out the window, maybe even aim at the car you're passing by..

and another thing to turn you off (you know im sexy).. im also a burper.. and i dont mean those little blips that come out when you eat too fast.. im talking about complete gross out soundbyte stuff.. i bet i could put you and your dad to shame.. and if its beer im drinking dont get me started.. this is why i cannot and will not drink anything with carbonation or citric acid if im in a situation where i wouldnt feel comfortable letting it all go.. dinner with darrens parents, water for me please.. drinkin with the boys, pass me a cold one..

i hope everyone feels like they know me better now =D

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Sunday, June 06, 2004

accident prone

i really must have terrible luck.. due to a malfunctioning escalator at work, im now at home with an ice pack wrapped to my ankle.. but enough of that

its time to get to whats really important.. like boba.. in case you havent heard, this shit is delicious.. who knew chewy little balls of tapioca in your smoothie could be so addicting.. my favorite of all, a large almond smoothie with extra brown honey boba.. tapioca heaven on mira mesa blvd is great.. boba bliss at UTC is terrible.. too expensive and not chewy enough.. nothing better than something you can drink and eat..

i hear theres a fire burning across the border.. the whole ordeal has brought on a feeling of deja vu, the smell, the eery haziness of everything.. today would have been an otherwise sun filled day were it not for all the smoke.. nothing compares to last year though..

this is all thats on my mind for now..

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Saturday, June 05, 2004

$6 beers suck

thats right, $6 beers suck ass.. but ordering a michelob ultra and being charged $7 dollars because its "premium" sucks even more stank ass. who in their right mind would think of paying $7 dollars for a michelob ultra when you could get a heinekin for the same price?? anyway, petco park is great and all, but geeeeeeeeeez could you ruin my buzz anymore?
beside the fact of it being so outrageously expensive to get drunk in a corporate environment, the padres played like they spent all day eatin unsanitary tacos in tijuana.. but damn those things are good.. who can complain about a bucket of coronas and 10 carne asada tacos for fifteen bucks? just ignore the roaches fallin from the ceiling, right ruben? hahaha
anyway kiddies.. the point im tryin to make is.. well i guess just drink as much as you can before you get into the park..

im tired as hell, working retail is hell, you can only force yourself to smile and act cheerful for so long before the urge to punch someone in their face and tell them to fuck off because you dont care that wool makes them itch overcomes you and you have to run out of the store before you do something incredibly stupid that would get you fired.. yeah, im definately looking forward to my day off tuesday.. who the hell gets tuesdays off from work?? what kind of weekend is that? weekends dont even matter to me anymore.. here i am on the verge of being 21 and the thought of going to clubs and partying all weekend seems like too much effort.. im so jaded..

im rambling.. what exactly is it that im trying to get across? i have NO idea anymore..

i could hear the coyotes howling as i fell asleep the other night.. quite relaxing until you hear the cat screech..

this is all i can bear for now.. until next time kiddies..

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Friday, June 04, 2004

a much deserved day off

well its friday again...
somehow i was able to get 2 free padres tickets to the game tonight... thanks jeff for the early birthday present! =D hopefully darren will be out of work on time..

i decided i didnt like that color..

i was watching some gossip show last night when orlando bloom happened to catch my eye, you know, that elf from the lord of the rings..
i dont know what it is about him, hes thin and not one thing especially stands out in my mind about him, but i think hes gorgeous nonetheless..
ok new color...
i mean, i just love that thick curly dark frock he has ontop of his head..
but when it comes to that long silky blond hair and pointed ears, i cant stare enough.. i literally hold my breath and watch and listen to everything he does. which makes me think.. that makes me just a little bit lesbianish.. he is pretty feminine in that movie.. but he does handle that bow and arrow well..

well enough about elves in leotards..

actually, for the time that is all thats on my mind, so until next time kiddies..

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Thursday, June 03, 2004

sooo tired

even after having a chance to sleep in today, i still wake up at 730...

the past few days have been very very long.. jury duty can take a lot out of you. luckily for me i was assigned to a panel right away. when i past the jury lounge in late afternoon there were still some jurors waiting to be assigned.. the case i was assigned to wouldnt have been my first choice, but i suppose it was better than sitting in a loud crowded room all day with nothing but complete strangers who are always trying to start a conversation..

what are you supposed to do in those situations? just let me read my damn book and stop telling me about all the other better things you could be doing right now.

personally, i enjoyed having a couple days off of work. we got plenty of breaks to walk around the halls and stretch out. even for our lunch break it was an hour and a half long.. so the first day a friend i made and i went out for sushi to this cute little place down a few blocks on Broadway.. excellent salmon. the next day we hit the Yardhouse, even though all we could do was watch everyone else get shitfaced on their lunchbreaks..

only 2 more weeks to the day! my excitement about my birthday kinda plateaued a while back, but when it gets to the point where i can count the days on both hands, then you'll see me jumpin. hopefully hopefully the weather doesnt take a turn for the worse that weekend of. but, this is san diego and the chances of that are slim to nil. thank god.

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Tuesday, June 01, 2004

June 1st

In Loving Memory of my Beautiful Grandmother,
Akiko
on her Birthday

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Monday, May 31, 2004

happy memorial day

Happy holiday from sunny san diego!! the weather channel said it was only supposed to get to 70 on the coast today but i could swear it was at least 90..

got a new bbq with my pops the other day so we finally got to grill some good chicken yesterday. of course its all stainless steel so guess who gets the task of keeping it clean..

i swear i coulda punched this witch in the mouth at work today.. good thing im professional and stuff ;)

the customers are horrible during holiday sales. who the hell can complain about a kenneth cole shirt for $10?? its beyond my comprehension.

jury duty tomorrow!! im one of those freaks that actually looks forward to it and hopes to get on one..
unfortunately ive got to be on the train by 6am in order to make it to the downtown station in time and hobble 4 blocks in my 4 inch franco sarto heels.. what can i say, it takes work to look this hott.

speaking of shoes... never ever buy tommy hilfiger shoes! they have a very bad habit of squeaking as soon as you walk out the mall door. oh, except for those cute blue striped flip flops darren got me, those rock!

im still dreading having to wake up at 430 tomorrow, ill have to take a flexeril to get to sleep by a decent time... who am i kidding, a half of one would knock me out for a day.

until next time kiddies

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Friday, May 28, 2004

summertime!!

my summer vacation has officially started!! after acing two of my finals and only bombing one, i fully deserve to spend the rest of the day laying around watching tv. especially since its so freakin cloudy out lately..

julianna has been lucky enough to score 4 season tickets to a padres game in a few weeks.. this time i'll be able to go and get my own beers =D

went to see shrek 2 last night with my sugarpie... great date movie.. just beware the obnoxious kids in the row ahead of you. some people seem to think its ok to bring a 1 year old to a movie theater.

This busload of ugly people is on a highway on its way to an ugly convention when all of the sudden it gets run off the road by a huge mac truck. everyone is killed instantly. on their way up to heaven they are all at St Peters gate waiting to get in.
St Peter has them all line up single file and tells them, "you all have had such a rough life and it was cut off so shortly. ill grant you each one wish before i let you into heaven."
The first ugly man in line thinks for a short minute then turns to St Peter and says, "I want to be handsome as any movie star." St Peter grants him his wish, and theres a quiet snicker towards the back of the line.
The next man in line also considers what he wants for a moment and then decides to also become handsome. St Peter also grants him his wish and there is an even louder laugh coming from the back of the line.
The next woman immediately declares that her wish is to become beautiful and youthful looking. St Peter grants her wish and the laughing in the back becomes louder and more obnoxious.
By the time St Peter reaches the man in the back of the line who has been in hysterics for quite some time now, St Peter asks him what he would like his wish to be.
Finally after catching his breath and being doubled over in laughter, the man looks up and says, "make them all ugly again!"

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Wednesday, May 26, 2004

first entry

So now i have a place to put all my random thoughts for the whole world to read. who am i kidding, WHO will read this? Either way, it might be fun to keep an online diary of sorts. we'll just see how long i can keep this up before i get bored of it and forget completely of it.

2 more days of school! i feel like im in middle school again, just counting down the hours.

i had to give up a perfectly good parking spot in front of Vons today because some asshole in an oversized toyota truck didnt learn how to park between the lines... so me being the trouble maker that i am left a nice little note on their windshield.

looks like my little (not so little) brother will be out to visit lovely san diego this summer. cant wait!!

by the way, my 21st is coming up reaaal soon so everyone owes me a shot... but not all at once. this birthday came a few weeks too late. just late enough for me to miss the Talib Kweli show at Belly Up. Darren, you suck! oh, and thanks for rubbing it in about how f***ing awesome the show was.. except that MF Doom bombed.

until the next time i have something to say.. adios

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